Depression, Impression or Expression?

Though it should be easy for me to write it down,but its not that easy..plus i know this is a public blog.so everyone can read it.Should i really care about what would they think or should i just ignore it? That was the first question that came up from my mind. but then i made up my mind and i want to write it down.

Honestly, im so stressed out! Why? Because of my final exam is jst around the corner, and MUET is just NEXT WEEK! Damn! and me? acting like nothing is coming up!

We already in week 12, but still i got a few more assignments that need to be submit in week 13, well, not enough with those assignments, i still got one more presentation for my Marketing group project, where my group mates and i still didnt do any lil piece of thing yet. argghh!!

And then with all these clumsiness, my heart feel so insecure. Why? I dont know, maybe im being such an over thinking type of person now! Sometimes i feel that im so small in this circle.

Means that, i think that i dont belong here. Why do i feel that way? Because,im not smart,im not rich, im not pretty, i dont have any talents, im just soooo ORDINARY girl! And it hurts!

And when it comes to my love life, i have to admit that, i've become such a very protective person..oh maybe overprotective to my HEART. Im afraid to get hurt. Im afraid of losing again.

Im afraid of promises. But i know, i've met the right person now, it just a matter of time.I'll love you with no boundaries. I promise. I need you to guide me, because i dont want to make mistakes. I need your supports, and i need you with me. I know im not a good lover, but im trying my best. Trust me. Please let me know when my acts/my words are hurting you, i dont want to hurt you not even once, i want you to be happy with me all the times.

sorry if my english is not that good. Im so so emotional right now..ugh..i can feel that PMS is on her way! Duh!